Love life
Anyway, i decided to blog about my love life. Its something worth to recall.
When i was 13(sec one) , i used to crush at one of my senior. Hes freaking amazing. I dont know. He just looks so.... hero to me. So yup, thought of many many ways to confess to him. Like writing letters? But then i dont know how to pass to him! HAH, i still remembered i wrote a love letter, but at the end.... didnt manage to give it to him. Everytime during break time or after school, ill go to basketball court and peep at him. He really shines when hes playing basketball *.* ( REMEMBER! Im 13 back then. ITS OK to sound silly) OH! Jiayi used to admire him too! Opsops.
Same routine goes on...
My crush stops at 15(Sec 3). I gave up. Somehow i think he wouldnt even fall in love with me.
Up till now, i guess he still dont know i used to like him. HAHA!
So when i was 16 years old(Sec 4)... OPS! Admired one of my senior AGAIN. HAH! You know... secondary school what!
Ok... Because of alot of mistaken actions, I THOUGHT THAT he likes me....
So, one of these days, i went to confessed. Its so scary! Wait. FACE TO FACE YOU KNOW!
(Im not gonna say how i confessed) Arghh i feel so stupid. You know, he's a DNT student...
Whenever theres DNT period i super happy la. Chances of bumping him super high.
Everytime we walked pass, ill keep giggling with my friends. Yeah, My bitchy friends. TianYing and Cherie. Well, not very close with Jiayi that time.
Sad to say, i got rejected. 16 years, my first time of rejection.
Hmm.. i got this 2 ex. Er, i forgot its when im 15 or 16? No idea :/
We last for about 2 weeks? Not more than 1 month.
End of the year.. during N levels... i met mk.
Somehow, rather, we got together. To be frankly, the feeling is weird. I dont know. It feels like first love. Yeah, really love him alot. We last for 1 years and 2 months+. Hes the first guy that i hugged, kissed and hold hand. errrrrr
Blah blah blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Then we broke up due to some reasons. Ah whatever la.
So YUP! As you can see... i super involved with love during my secondary school times. Wakhahah! I KNOW RIGHT! Like anthomaniac. TEENS WHAT. wtf
After the rejection, i told myself not to confess ANYMORE. Even though i like the person or what. But ok la.... i feel peaceful now. WITHOUT LOVE. Its much more peaceful.
Able to blog it out because IM OVER WITH ALL THESE STUFFS. HELL YEAH. BYE:)
Happy new year! *I wonder who will read-.-